So because all my emergency contingency funds got used up by VF with unexpected hotel costs, and unexpected costs with my main PC going south and unexpected consequences from my grandpa's death, my bank accounts are at $0.

This means I'm currently not at Fur-Eh.

I wanted to go so that I could have a con to replace RF for this year, but all my contingency got eaten up where every single thing that needed cash to return aspects of life back to normal ate all my cash.

The house has no real food when my abusive Dad is absent at a 9-5 job. I skip lunch everyday now. No financial relief in sight and it's compounded by the fact that I have no clue if my persons with disabilities will even deposit into my bank after July 17th, cause changes are happening at the bank where that money is going in. (Not to mention their service charges have more than doubled)

I'm right back to uncertainty. Still alone with my abusive Dad for another month and cash doesn't come in till the 25th. I'll keep being lectured on how I'm a failure, leading to deeper depression. Even my Mom suggested a temporary loan all the way 9000kms away in China and my abusive Dad ain't budging. He just keeps saying I live like a failure.