I'm still alive, don't worry by The Fire Tiger

Well, that little hiatus was nice. It's time I actually pulled up my socks, though, and did something for myself for a change.

The Winter Reboot project was, as expected, a failure. I admit I may have rushed into it a bit too much and just forced myself to think about a story when I wasn't feeling like it. Eventually depression took over me, with the main thing suggesting this being the Lasagna Thoughts collection. There's only 3 versions so far, yes, but I was thinking about making this a personal journal for one of my characters, while still being myself. That can wait for another time, though.

After that little episode I seriously felt like not existing anymore, but what'da ya know. The least likely of people to even talk to me actually rushed in from out of nowhere and took my hand. Guess life just throws you surprises.

And after I recovered with his help, I started feeling a little better about myself. Met some new people, started college, overall, just feeling better about myself after all the times I've shamed myself for being who I am.

I'm gonna try that reboot again, but this time I'm gonna work at my own pace. There's a bunch of stuff on my plate right now that I just need to organize everything first. Yes, this also means you'll be seeing me make an effort to socialize more around here. Maybe give the forums a try, watch more people, stuff like that. I'm also thinking about making something for all of you on my birthday, which is on October. Hope all goes well for that day.

To any one of you going through the same thing as me, well, I don't know what to say. I don't want to give you a false sense of hope or anything, but, honestly? In the end, you will have your happy end. I don't think I've found it just yet, which is why I didn't want to say anything. I guess this ladder of events was just a small preview of what's to come. I seriously hope for it to all come true.

In the meantime, enjoy this song. Rock out to it, make an attempt to sing it, who cares. You deserve better.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2eGazzxcp3I

I hope everything's well wherever you are, and if it isn't... I hope it gets better.

See ya. <3

I'm still alive, don't worry

The Fire Tiger

6 April 2016 at 11:15:26 MDT

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