... because this is freaking ridiculous.

FREAKING KILL ME.

So I go to the Mac lab today and I'm super excited to start working in Motion again. I finally finished putting the video together in Final Cut Pro and all I need to do is add the text/lyrics (in a program called Motion) and I'm done. And it should be super quick and easy to do this time around because I can copy the text styles and effects from the last part of the video I edited. BUT NO. IT CAN'T BE THAT SIMPLE. My motherfluffin Motion file got FREAKING DELTEATED off the editor. IT WAS THERE ON FRIDAY GOD FRICK IT. I'm going to spend even more time attempting to mimic the text styles and effects I used before, because guess what???? THEY'RE FREAKING GONE. What the crap am I supposed to do for the repeated segments??!!?

And this Journal won't have a happy 'everything is ok' update. I went into Motion's Autosave Bank and guess what? Some freaking bag of crap deleted every.single.freaking. .motn file on the editor. I have two huge scholarship opportunities for this project but I probably won't be able to make either of these deadlines now that I'm so far behind.

I feel like crying.