[Vent] Why Do I Feel Like This

This is something from two or three weeks back. Some after feelings of breaking up left me kinda messed up I suppose. When we broke up there was a momentary moment of tears, later finding out he was just afraid for what he was going to do. but nothing really changed. He lived with me for another month and a bit, still slept in the same bed, still talked to me as if nothing changed.

When he was finally gone, I felt blank, like there wasn't really any anger or sadness from him towards me so my emotions didn't really know how to cope.

I've been taking time to work on myself, as you've seen the #DoodleADay things I was trying to focus on a positive light.

Since then I've been feeling allot better, though I still have these dips where I don't really understand why I feel the way I do about certain things.

When you try and reflect on it and all you see is an empty void...

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