Vent art. Gonna rant a bit, as this has been plaguing me lately. It's kind of on and off.

There are some days where I'm seriously one step above dead. If you know me in person, you already know my brain can't function properly most of the time. I guess it's a mix of ADHD and being stupid. I have no explanation outside of that. My mind simply refuses to work, no matter how hard I force it. It eventually gets to thisss... breaking point. This moment where my mind breaks and the best I can describe it is it's like everything is going by really fast, anxiety peaks and I get increasingly violent to myself... well, save for the fact that I'm aware when it happens, so fortunately, I don't self harm. It's really, really tempting, though, because I can't do anything. I'm locked out of my mind and it really starts to freak me out, thinking back on it.

I normally don't... talk about this, as it's depressing and I don't want people to worry over me. There's more important things to worry about then me being silly, but... well, screw it. I drew it, so there it is.

Err, so yeah! Don't worry about me, though! I won't end up doing anything stupid to myself or anyone else. ^^; I just get depressed/mindless sometimes and I figure I'd vent this time. It just... really sucks, I guess, hehhh. :B

Emory - Zeta-Neubourn