"I feel you thought that I was a joke, a joke that was a nuisance every time I talked to you. But I still miss you."

Vent. I know there are so many things wrong with the anatomy but I don't care. This...this is what has been going on for so long, what's been sapping my energy so I can't/don't want to draw. A friend left me a while ago-- I haven't heard anything from them for months, so I'm here worrying constantly because I have no idea what the hell is going on. Left without a goodbye, a warning. I don't know what to do.

I hate fucking feeling like this, man, you can't do this to me.

To my watchers, I'm sorry-- I just need to get this out.

Velvaden (c) Me

Will scrap later.