A moment of sincerity..

An old personal piece. Self indulgent sad lyrics etc..

Lyrics:
so here i find myself again
back on the road i know all too well
the time spent was beautiful
but now i return to the place from which i came

wish i could stay awhile longer
cuz i'm so afraid to be alone
wish you could join me living down here
but misery is a place you don't belong

and as the landscape turns to blurred lines
my only thought is all the wasted time
time spent only wishing i could stop it
pause the record and maintain the bliss

now home again the black lines are drawn
boundaries and borders to remind who i am
and no one remembers the way we once were
when the walls we put up are blocking out the sun

and in all this am i supposed to find a conclusion?
a lesson learned to help me through the rest?
all i want to do is forget the world that can't forget me
when i didn't take part from the day i began

indifference apathy but no more prayers for ignorance
this way of life chose me, and i submit
it's more a matter of running from wherever i was
than remembering what i'm leaving behind