I know better than to dwell on my situation, that will get me nowhere but it is freaking frustrating... thinking about.. opportunities missed.. and realizing how hard it is to find single furry girls near me. I know many wonderful guys (you know who you are) but as comfortable as I am in a lap I can't help but long for feminine company again.

I think that's about the state of things. IRL life is pretty stable, Job is boring, location is good, I live 5 mins away from a train station so easy to get around the country now.
Trying to tackle commissions but this current one.. I really loose my nerve when i look at it.. I don't feel ready for it. as much as art skill I'm building up my confidence in my skills. they really were decimated over the last few years.. even just writing this has actually been pretty therapeutic and i think has helped me a bit.

Feel free to message me, if you feel you have anything to say or ask. I don't browse submissions much at all these days but I am starting to check my messages fairly regularly again.