As of today, I am a mere shell of my former self.

I have made some very, very bad decisions in the past and now the consequences that followed have left my heart shattered into a billion different pieces. The heartaches I have felt are great and I know it will stick with me until the day I die. And oh how I wish I could truly fix things between me and people I've done wrong. But I know that I cannot get that kind of thing now.

I never meant any harm, but they refuse to see it that way.

To hungothenomster & dark-lamprey,
I'm sorry for everything I've done against you. As time goes on, I pray you can find it in your heart to forgive everything I've done to you, and I pray even harder that you grant me another chance.


~Sincerely,
     Noah Bangs

PS. Here are some songs to give an expression of the deep sorrow I feel. Both by Verne Gosdin:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvSsjBTu4c4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oI89Qi1G4Nc