Sometimes I can't tell how I come across to people. I've been trying to break out of my younger days and embrace the wonders of being adult!~ But, I'm still just a silly girl who spends all her time dorking out over video games.
So I end up being this weird mix of being bold about nerdy things, and shy about sexy things, even though it's pretty clear that I enjoy the fantasy of both.
All my attempts at being flirty are awkward trainwrecks! But hey, it happens so much that I feel like it's a part of my personality, and in a way, I don't think I ever want to be too confident about it.
I think it's kind of nice to be so clumsy when it comes to trying to be sexy when compared to coming across like a crazywoman. The best romantic thoughts aren't ones that sound like porn scenes, they're the ones full of blushing and cute embarrassment!
Or perhaps I've just been reading too much yuri manga lately... it's hard to tell.
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