yeah so im recovering from tonsillitis
which i got while recovering from flu
and i still feel pretty...... down in general, which isnt stopping? sigh

i have unintentionally quit smoking due to being ill for 3 weeks, and im not actually sure how i feel about this? people keep telling me theyre "proud" but it doesnt feel like much of an accomplishment. i never even tried. and honestly, the better i feel, the more i fall into a normal routine and the more i start craving again.
i guess old habits die hard..?

anyway, something i threw up for the sake of updating idk