ORIGINALLY POSTED IN 2008

The lies

The feats

The words

The cheats

The stupid little things

That always knock you off your feet

The love

The hands

The affection

The bands

The come to your side

And help you stand

I am extremely happy about how this one turned out. Yes, that's me up there. It's all the bad things I'm called (some by others, some by myself) that knock me down in red, and then all the good things that catch me (all from others) in gold.

Model: Myself

Word Explanations:

Red

Slut & Easy: I hang around alot of males and have large breasts. Thus, I am labeled 'slut' from the girls or 'easy' from the boys.

Tool: I am often manipulated because of my desire to please those I love.

Mental & Psyco: I'm a little off my rocker

Weirdo, Other, Insolent, Clueless, Retard & Stupid: I don't like society. so I defy it and don't fit into a 'category', as in I'm not a 'prep', 'geek', etc, so I am immediately disliked by some because the 'rulers of the social ladder' don't like that.

Kid: I'm just a child, why should I know anything? Talk to me like I'm 6; yes, I'll just love that [/sarcasm]

Teen: 'Oh, she's just another brainless teenager, she doesn't understand any adult problems.'

Attention-Seeker, Show-off, Kiss-Up & Drama-Queen: I am naturally clumsy at the worst moments. I sneeze funny. I'm extra paranoid so I flinch and squeak when touched unexpectedly. I draw well. I use big words. I speak fast. I write good poetry. I do a lot of odd things that get a lot of attention. Do I want you to look at me? [sarcasm]Well of course, I just love the attention.[/sarcasm]

Useless, Baggage, Luggage, Unwanted & Load: I have ittle use, yet I hang around others. When will they get tired of having to catch me? Of having to guard me? To look out for me? To deal with me?

Ugly: Parts of me aren't exactly attractive.

Unsure, Unstable, Cutter, Emo & Clingy: I am fully trusting of very few. What if I do something to upset them? What if I say something to upset them? What if they betray me? What if they just get bored and leave? I'll cling to you for dear life if you accept me, and then fall into deep depression if you reject me after.

Never: I'm hardly totally honest with anyone.

Pieces: Sometimes, I feel like all that's left of me is pieces.

Teacher's Pet: I'm good in school. I am friends with most of the teachers and respect them for the person they are, not just because they're authority. I answer when no one else knows the answers. I just get it. Don't hate me because you don't.

Replacement: My mother had a miscarriage. A few months later, she is pregnant with me. It's just all too easy for me to see my dad, in an attempt to cheer her up, say 'Let's try again.' What if that's all I am? 'The one who lived'? The replacement for that lost fetus? They always say 'You're very special to us, Star.' But what if it's not in the way the phase is used with my other sisters...?

Gold

(only some of these will be explained, because most are self-expiatory)

Whole: I am, finally, myself, and no one else.

Want & Needed: I am wanted by some people. I am needed by some people. And who doesn't lurv lurv~?

Yin & Other Half: a friend and I had declared ourselves other halves of each other and I am Yin in our friendship thing.

Blessed: I am blessed with many things.

Hard: I am hard to get close to in the terms of relationships.