ok so i’ve spent most of my day in bed sulking and bein depressed.
confused , angry , upset.problem with a few people , a problem that should of never came up even tho i said no i need time to deal with it.
seems like whenever i start a project and get hyped for something i really want to work on something comes up and i just get put down.
i spent the past couple days trying to ignore it and just draw to hide it as i suppress and bottle everything into a pit in my stomach like i usually do.
i finally got to where i feel like i dont need affection from another after such a bad heart break over a year ago that i had no closure on and was toyed with mentally and emotionally for amusement.than this crap comes up and im just sent into a spiral of confusion and ton of other emotions i usually bottle up.
i sorta want to do more silvy asks like with the anthro bunnies dream thing but i dunno just so bleh.