Good way to get familiar with new original character, is to draw them.
So it's my newest oc Peatlamina, being tormented of her inner demons and fears, apparently. Peata is former Koga shinobi in Finnish Ginga -based RPG Uusi Legenda, but she left her pack - and her mate and children - because she couldn't see any sense in the endless warring between her kind and Iga's. Now her original pack is sure to kill her on sight. Very stressful situation, indeed - and Peata's brain damage won't make it any easier.
Oh, I just love making my characters suffer.

Photoshop, about 2 hours.
Some textures from Webtreats (webtreats.mysitemyway.com/ ) used.