Hahaha I victimize you with this damn thing again.
Too much inspiration, again, asdfgh I still can't cope.
ASDFGH!
And I still have some ideas to draw this character with.
And I'm sure she enjoys my struggling.
She enjoys it way too much.
Daymn!

Ohhhhhh I think I will just casually take part into that one Finnish character related contest (hosted by impalae and Kipine) I'm participating in with this picture too, because, luckily, for it you can do just as many entries as you please. (Here's the first one.) And, probably, I will do third entry too (to hell with these ideas), but then, for Lordi's sake, I shall stop.
This picture is also some sort of a more-traditional version of this. Yet I edited this with computer a bit more than I was about to. Whops---

So. As the first entry I did for this certain contest focused into the darkness of this character, shall this one be a little different.
Because, well, there's always two sides on the same coin. Nothing, simply nothing, is only black and white. And thus there's more about this character than just her villainous personal traits; she's cruel, yes, even sadistic, and in her views no life is too important to be wasted if needed. Hell, she may kill someone just because she wants to, but even so, Deadache is not completely inhumane. Nothing can make her darkest deeds justified, and it's not wise to fool yourself to think that she's just a victim, someone who needs to be pulled out of the all-blackening darkness, someone who needs to be saved... But to think there is no emotions, no reasons, nothing under the shadows of insanity -- it's faulty way of thinking too. Under there, somewhere, are feelings, real feelings, that at times show through; there are times Deadache can behave more normal and forget her grim ways of thinking and perceiving the world. In right situations, she may even be trustworthy, and it's not impossible keep things that way. If she starts to honour someone, she may try to be helpful in that someones problems. She can also honestly appreciate certain personalities, certain personal traits.
And the reason why she is what she is, is that she simply doesn't know any other way of living. Deadache was thrown into her darkness at far too young age - she was born to be thrown in it, as she was born to fight, to kill, to follow certain orders - so that she could recover anymore; or, to be more exact, feel any interest in recovering. She's too used to live this way, and she doesn't really even see it being a bad way of living.
And maybe... maybe somewhere there she's afraid of that change. As she is afraid of her own, more normal, feelings.