im not up set about FA or any thing like that so will take that out some speculation that I am, so its not stupid FA drama.

im just sad how my life is going the goals I try to do or work hard for and what seem to never get to it because being nice to others. (helping family out with payments and taking my time to do good things. and on top of that been having a lack of wanting to draw. I really like to just cant get my self to really do it much.

the reason I do it one to make peps happy and to keep my stats up to be in line with the competition out there as an artist, for some it comes easy to get peps to come in some harder to get there attention, some can put some thing that peps like and not post much as for me one was not good for the peps on line I had to post about every day just to keep up with every one. now im super burnt out and about sick about every day, but if I slow down my the peps I work hard for will drift ells wear
so taking a brake is hard for me to do.

on top of that there a lot of other project I like to do but I keep posting here for your enjoyment, and some of the work I like to do is anime (human)related and from one pool I did its like half would not mind me doing it and half that only furry, so that a hard desion to do there.

sorry for all the drama here I try to not show it when it hits me but im super at my line here.

sorry about what I said im not that good explain my self.

so I don't know if im going or not just I don't know how long I can keep doing this on top of my life and my goals and you who watch me. I really do kill my self just to post day to day.

I don't know what ells to say ill let you say what you want.

:( I don't know..........