The storm rages on...Will i survive the night...

I have done alot of personal 'channeling' inside my soul. And i am here to say that i will stay in the fandom for the time being. After everything that has happened. What i've apparently 'lost'. I've gained so much after. A new view on life. A new view of people that i've once known. Also i've grown up and come clean to alot i've 'done' And everything i've let go, i've gained something else.
Today is the start of something else, something new inside myself that i am now showing to a fandom that i grew up in, and that i love with a part of me. The past i've grown to hate and loathe with my entire being, i've let go of. The people i've let go of. I've forgiven and i have forgot them for my own sanity and my own health.
I have done my crying, i've done my hardest to fix things but its done. And i'm done with it. I shouldn't have tried to fix what was already broken and gone. Lesson learned from this entire fiasco.
To add to this, I wasn't going to post this, but i wanted to. This is something that i am proud of. This is my only other 'painting' drawing.
Other than that, this is a vent to show the pain that i've grown from. That some people have taught me and i learned from it in a hard way. I've come out of it stronger , a new person. Believe it or not, but a person can change. Not all can, but for the ones who want to, and who want to work hard on it, they will achieve it.

This is the end of the past that i use to dwell in. This is the end of who i knew and who i loved. Its the end.

No more.

The storm rages on..But i survived the night..

Art© rozalinatheshib