Have you ever feel like all you wanna do have to be perfect, without any errors and that if you do the opposite you feel like dying?

i heve been feeling like this lately

at school i dont have too much respect of what i can do, they only look for my mistakes, and appart there, i feel like i always fail, on whatever i wanna do or that i cant do what i want to do...

its just a vent but it happens suddenly xP

here its the speedpaint----> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQrAWmluD2E

based on the song Rolling Girl by Hatsune Miku/Vocaloid

PD: yeah, i suck at backgrounds xP

PD2: i added a hoodie to my fursona :D