A diamond bullet and a gun made of gold, she was covered in blood last seen in San Francisco.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=vg5jujYoqvA‎

this was gonna be a vent but i feel much better now
but yeah
this has a lot of hidden meanings
breakingmemories helped me explain what a few of these hidden meanings are last night and he said it better than i could so

"The right eye represents the feeling of anger, you get angry at times. The eye on the left represents pain and sadness that you feel. And the middle eye represents your shell that conceals your pain and anger. People only pay attention to your shell, as if you had a third eye, everyone would only pay attention to it."
"Jes, you told me you had a shell, months ago. I've seen you in pain, I've seen you in anger. I've seen how people only recognize the emotions you show them. They don't pay attention to your other emotions."
"The brain showing I think represents the aftermath of everyone who messes with your head.
Leaving it damaged and filled with thoughts you never had before."

The melting represents the fact that im wearing away and i wont be able to take much more.
The cuts/scars on the ears represent the fact that i hear everything and it all hurts.
The big teeth are my weapons, which kinda goes hand in hand with my anger eye.
The neckmouth represents my tendency to eat when im upset lol.
The fact that its so skinny is what represents bulimia.
The guts represent the pain of hunger.

So yeah. Fuck.
BUT I FEEL BETTER NOW
UPLOADING THIS ANYWAY LOL