here we are...
stuck in a small empty flat,
no heating today but its still warm,
you found me again i though i hide well,
but here you are,
yet different now..
begging for my help, me
with that same face i despise,
you dont even realized how much i hate you,
its a lot by the way, more then anyone,
even my mother
even the drunks and drug takers who ruined my home
more then the other school yard bullies
more then anyone i know....

but here you are
here i am
stuck with you
looking so weak, so fragile
for once your just as pathetic as i am
im used to it though, i can take it
but you cant
you wont survive alone
so you came to me
the only one you now trust?

i wish i could throw you out
hurt you as much as you hurt me!
humiliate you,
belittle you!
brake you down!
and make your hate your self as much as i do!!

but i cant....
you already feel that dont you....

so here we are.....
stuck in a small empty flat.....
still warm
still together again
still here.....

~jason~