Even though having eldritch powers is really cool and awesome, it's hard not to succumb to madness and this power, especially when you have the mind of a human, because of your human half.

This is what Xenia must endure each time she uses these powers, at the risk of losing her lucidity and her humanity.

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Original Pic : Commission for Quakee by HatsukiShouji on DeviantArt