I never share much about myself with anyone IRL or online. When I was open to people, I got hurt badly many times. I have grown a fear of expressing any part of myself & it has been affecting a lot of the things I wanted to try. So to help I telling part that has been on my mind. I still  going post my normal stuff but just trying to clean out my mind so I can do comic and youtube without the fear that been holding me back for years and to stop  mixing my depressing feeling into the stuff I want to make.