I always find myself getting too close...

..I'm afraid...

sorry for this vent picture, been feeling kinda crappy as of late

at least it helped kill my rut or so..

Explanation Edit: So the gold strings are friendships and the red strings are love. I find myself becoming too attach emotionally to certain people and I'm starting to find myself falling in love when i don't want to be. I'm still a bit scarred from what happen in the past that I'm afraid ultimately of being hurt the same way again. For awhile now I've been feeling emotionally numb. Love was non existent for me and I was fine with that. I was fine not worrying about it or having it come. I was accepting my fate to be alone for awhile but then I started to feel recently again and it scares me. So here I am with a pair of scissors trying to snip away at those ties out of fear and other reasons.

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