I suppose this one deserves alot of explaining.

I've been with kilwillae for a long time now, and for only the last 10 months have we been living together. The two years before that we lived away from each other for a long long time. I had to learn how to live without her, not because I wanted to but because I had to. By "live" I mean to go day to day, month to month without falling apart. After years of waiting, our dreams came true and we moved in together.

I quickly, and happily, forgot how to live without her. Honestly, I don't know how I did it to begin with. I guess I had to since I was powerless to change it. But now, I can't even go two weeks without slowly falling into a depression and feeling utterly alone.

She really is the other half of me. I'm not whole without her.

I'm saying all this because she's out of town now, going on two weeks. I do my best to remind myself she'll be home soon, but it still is hard. Gets harder everyday. I guess it just makes that first hug when she gets back that much better.

Anyway, this was drawn by el-torpido because I wanted something to reflect not just how much I miss Kil now, but how hard those first two years were, and how much I wanted to be next to her so so many times. I'm just so happy now that we are together all the time. I don't know what I'd do without her. That and I wanted to do something for once with emotion. I have yet to see this character with anything but a textbook smile on his face.

I love you, Kiley. I'm nothing without you.

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artwork ©   www.furaffinity.net/user/el-torpido 2010

character / insignia © maxcoyote 1999, 2010

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PS: I promised el-torpido I'd give him a shout out. This wonderful monocell style is his creation and is currently selling these for $8, which is WELL worth the money, so please do check it out!