just a vent...
trust issues and broken promises are just getting me down...
like really bad
to the point of utter isolation...
and just pain
i havnt eaten since yesterday morning...
havnt slept

but its not your fault..
its someone super close to me
someone i love...
but i dont feel like i can trust him now.
he needs to earn my trust back...
if that is even possible...

how could i be so stupid...
to put all of my trust on him...

lu and art© ME