Today is a very sad day for me... My rl best friend decided to leave me in the past. I hardly keep silent and I'm crying my heart out, tbh...
I... I don't know how much I will resist like this.. every time I seem to turn happy, something wreaks me down... now... I'm alone here, crying and blaming myslef for everything, like always, and wish to be dead...
I hope one she'll remember at last my name...