A picture i'd sketched before work the other day, when i was feeling a little down.

Look below for story :D (true story)

So, everyone i talk to for a length of time gets to hear my cruise story. Because it was the most wonderful and terrible times of my life. If i cut out my ex, it was the best time ever. The ship was beautiful, and now most of my memories of that vacation are just of me, which makes me really happy. :3

One of my favorite memories of me being by myself (which happened a lot of this cruise, btw..) was hiding away in this beautiful room that was really out of the way. No one knew where i was, which is how i liked it during this whole thing. I wanted him to worry, but not in the jealous angry way most girls do. Anyway, i wont go off on that. XD This room was a beautiful sea-colored cigar room.

I don't smoke cigars. I never have, but i'm curious. Either way, i walked in to a beautiful scent of cherry and wood, it was indescribable to me at that point. I picked a corner seat, which was very comfy, and set my stuff down to draw. I was alone aside from the staff, who after a while offered me a drink or something. While i knew better to stay away from the booze, i just got a soda x3

The room was amazing. The couches surrounded tiny tables with ashtrays on them, and the columns had carvings of Poseidon on the top. I was truly at peace in this moment. It was about an hour or so later that my ex found me. He was worried, and i was happy. And that is why this place is both happy and sad for me. I used it to escape a horrible nightmare, but i didn't realize i was stepping into a dream.

in the picture she's crying a little (it's light), but that's just to signify the moment. She's really happy and kinda coming to peace with herself. c:

I did my best to show it, it was hard since my background drawing skills are NIL. But i think it's alright :3 Enough for what i wanted~