This picture means a lot to me. This is possibly one of the only times i've cried while drawing a picture. Its been in my head for a while now and ive just now gotten around to drawing it.

Basically what it means is... I feel like I just give of myself so much. I continue to try and trust in people, getting into so many relationships. I believe in these relationships and I really give it my all, giving a part of me every time I get into a new relationship, believing that it would be good to give a part of me. I feel like i've just been in so many now, that there's not much else left to give, and after these years of giving myself, its just degenerated me. Giving the parts of myself just has been such a risk and I guess it was just like giving it out to the unknown, and now ive lost it. I still try to give of myself, but I dont know how much longer id be able to keep up some kind of happiness.