When setting out to create a character to represent one's idealized self, it's important to choose either the symbols which one identifies strongly with or fits into one's personal cosmology as the subcosncious and unconscious needs and desires have a tendency to weave themselves throughout an image in various way. For instance whenever we set out to do a self portrait we must reconcile both the idea of how we appear to ourselves and how we appear to others, as well as how others will in turn interpret such images. Which in terms of psychological complexity puts self portraits on a level of do not want that I'm not even willing to go anywhere near because it has way too much potential to become nightmare fuel, and not just for the reasons stated above. So since this is just a representation of the things I personally identify with the individual symbology reads completely differently and has no bearing on anyone else whatsoever.