I’ve been pretty seriously depressed for awhile now, not to mention that today I had a few very hurtful comments from some customers at work. 

Kinda wish I could just curl up in my Peet’s sweater and drink tea in my bed, but that’s not very proactive I guess. Starting therapy soon & going to a few doctor visits… we’ll see what they say. For now I guess I have to take the good moments when they come and enjoy those.

ah... anyway. sorry for the sad shit