Quick doodle on how I feel nowadays. For everything. It just seems like everything I do is far fetched. Relationships, art, future after impending military service and etc... Everything just seems so far fetched. Especially relationships and art. They always tease me with goodies and makes me dream of those and when I actually take a leap, it's just too far away or close but not close enough. Feels like it's a trap. I feel trapped.