Im trying so hard to forget you
And leave the life we had behind
And there are times I feel the day has come
Ive chased you from my mind

But Im afraid theres always something
That sets me back and makes me see
Youre more than just a memory in the past
Youre still a part of me

So how do I stop loving you?
Forget things that we used to do?
Forget all the dreams that we shared?
And how my life was knowing you cared?

Why do I end up where I start
Each time I try?
Just tell me how I can forget
So I can say goodbye

Im tired of all the lonely evenings
And all the many times Ive cried
Im tired of wondering what I might have done
To keep you by my side

And reaching out across your pillow
I start remembering youre gone
And though I know that we can never be
The pain in me goes on

So how do I stop loving you?
Forget things that we used to do?
Forget all the dreams that we shared
And how my life was knowing you cared?

Why do I end up where I start
Each time I try?
Just tell me how I can forget
So I can say goodbye

So how do I stop loving you?
Please tell me why
I find it so hard to forget
And hard to say goodbye, goodbye
~Barry Manilow

hung out with a friend today who has a way of drudging up the past and it kinda got me in a really detached sad mood. Got into one of those glooms that gets pretty strong when you contemplate the people that you loved that are either out of your life or who have passed away....I'm alright but I felt like expressing it with art. Anyways forgive me for this one

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQYQz0PabiQ