i'm still re cooperating my hand, it's much much better, but it still needs the rest of the week off. I just had to draw something because this has a lot of significance to me.

I promised myself not to buy weed, to save money to buy prints for the con. I promised not to buy any unless i had a seizure again. I had several the night before tonight and now my head is swimming with worry of having another. So all i've been thinking about is when....

I have Frontal Lobe Seizures certain types of Epilepsey(due to my surgery), most of them tend to be Simple Partial and Simple Complex Seizures, i've only had a few either Grand Mal Seizures or Tonic-Clonic seizures in my lifetime(thankfully). Smoking weed not only helps reduce the amount i have, but also reduces their severity when feeling one coming on. My peak times are generally in the fall and winter, and they tend to be at the lowest during the spring and summer. Not sure if it has to do with holiday stress or what.

But they're the reason I don't keep jobs either.

but yeah....my thoughts lately.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Frontal_lobe_epilepsy
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Simple.....artial_seizure
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Comple.....artial_seizure
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tonic-clonic_seizures