Sometimes the world just fucks you over and every time you try to get back up you get punched in the face. People keep hurting you over and over again. Your fragile heart can't handle much of that hurt like it used to. Maybe it's just best to block the world and get rid of the people who hurt you. They swear they'll change, you know it's not true but still you keep hoping. All that does is hurt you even more and finally you either brake or you can free yourself from the filth that keeps giving you pain, makes you lose sleep at night, yells at you for trying and then yells at you for not trying. It ain't healthy. You should really learn to listen to yourself before it's too late. You should never stay in a relationship or friendship that eats you away. When you realize that someone doesn't make you happy but rather eats away your happiness and energy you should think about it twice, am I really happy with this person. If the answer is no then you should just end it. It will hurt both of you but sometimes it's for the best.
Just remember to always take care of your self, You can't help others if you yourself aren't in good shape.

Sorry for that Vent/Rant. I wasn't planning on writing that but it just all kinda came out.

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