This piece explains how I feel.
I recently broke up with my boyfriend. We were together for a year and a day after our anniversary we ended it.

Its not been good. I still love him and he loves me but he wanted a break from a relationship and this hurt me and broke me. He's the kind of bloke who doesn't show much pain emotions to situation like so, this hurt me more he isn't showing remorse or pain.
My parents didn't like him much and are trying to convince me to get rid of him completely so I'm no longer in contact. I don't know what to do..

Also shortly after the break up I had an "old friend" message me telling me he found it funny and that my pain was funny to him. My pain was funny to all my old friends. That was un called for.
However I didn't let it get to me as it was highly immature and fucking stupid! Like how heartless do you have to be? and all because I don't really speak to them anymore? Well Karma will come around..
I blocked their number, I don't want to even know them anymore.

But still this break up was hard because this was the relationship that turned me into a woman and brought me so much joy through my depression.
Im hoping me and my ex can sort stuff out. We never know what the future may bring.