not matured bc its stuffing, not blood :/

Anywho, I had a rough day and needed to do a vent. I'm fine and feeling better now :33 but emotional stability is not a thing where I come from?

I get really frustrated because I can't control my emotions very well...I've always been a really laid back person, if not a little anxious...and I'm still that way most of the time, but the tiniest thing throws me off. Something that I would have scoffed at and rolled my eyes at gets me riled up. I get REALLY mad and aggressive and have to remove myself from the situation at hand...I usually go hide in the shower for a bit and I'm fine in about 5 minutes or so...except the freaking out and gross sobbing because I seriously just thought about throwing things/socking someone over "that". So about 20 minutes later I come skulking out and snuggle up to Rhy (the usual victim of this behavior) in lieu of apology. I try to fight it and so far I haven't really lost my shit but its so stupid :/ and I really hate him having to deal with it. I don't think he realizes he's what keeps me patching myself back together no matter how much I want to break down and shatter, even when he's the "reason" I freaked out.

Like I said, I'm fine now, just kinda liked the art that came out of it so I figured I'd share...it has a very Velveteen Rabbit vibe to me :33

(c)me