Believe it or not you can hesitate and still be confident. That's how Sebastian is potraited here and how lots of people have felt at some point in their lives. Especially if you've lost everything, have been betrayed by those who should have been there to support you and if lots of lives depend on you LOL
Eh, just a random sketch I decided to experiment with. Not sure if I like it. But I find it tougher and tougher to draw. Lots of worries and things on my mind, I find it hard to just sit down and draw and even when I want to, I can't.