It's been almost a full year since I picked up my tablet pen to do something for myself and so I'm here to show a little bit of introspective art of myself and how I've been feeling and maybe this is a way to show that I've grown as a person or something like that. I don't know.

I've done a lot of thinking, introspection, breaking down and growing as a person. I can only hope that I've grown a lot from last year or even just a couple months ago. I was not happy with the person I was, hard to be happy with the changes I'm experiencing now but I'm still trying and learning and growing and failing and learning again. Life can be hard and when you realize that you need to change yourself for the betterment of yourself and other people, it just FEELS harder.

It's a steep learning curve and I'm learning to listen to myself (and to my therapist) about what I need to make my life easier, mentally and socially. And, it's hard going BUT it's something I'm glad to be learning. I'm not trying to make myself sound like "I'm SO much better now and a better person!" because the truth is.. that I'm not. I'm learning from my mistakes and learning how to take care of myself better.

I decided to go a little abstract with this. Please bare with me for a little bit as I work on myself. I may come back with sketches or personal art or some commissions that I'm doing for friends, but I don't feel confident in doing so. I still might need some time.

Thank you for reading this and thank you for baring with me through this.