Didn't turn out at all the way I wanted it to, but heck!! One thing I kept thinking about while working on this though: I would have so much less emotional problems if people would just apologize. I don't mean like a stranger on the internet calling me fat, but former friends and others who tore away my ability to empathize. Keep being a douchebag, but even a simple "I'm sorry" could have brought so much closure and peace.