"ALONE.
Is this how I'm meant to feel?

You say you’re always with me, that you’ll never leave me, but why make such empty promises to someone like me?
You know what I go through,
You know how I FEEL.
But still, why do you make me feel like this?
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Jealousy hits and Pride is diminished,
my Ego is gone and I’ve got nothing else to go to.
And now, after finding everything I thought I was meant to be..
IT ALL TURNS OUT TO BE A LIE.
My heart is broken, my faith is shaken.
Is this how I’m supposed to feel?
The walls I had knocked down are now surrounding me once more.
The bubbly girl I became not too long ago,
has now reverted into the withdrawn hermit you once knew.

• So much for having ‘FRIENDS’. If you really cared, you’d see how I am now, and you’d be there ready to help. To comfort my troubled mind, heart and spirit. The very few that prove to be true, aren’t anywhere within my reach. At least I know you EXIST.
• Oh my love, forgive me for saying such hurtful words. Jealousy, Selfishness and Pride overtook me, I had no control. I just pray you’ll forgive me.

I'm sorry...
I love you."

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Ok.
Well.
This is in fact a vent piece, but it's about multiple things.
I won't go into too much detail, but if a certain someone sees this, (you know who you are)I just pray to God that you read it...
A little something happened late last night/early this morning.
I think I'm ok now.. just.. not quite the same.
I don't have the same flare and enthusiasm I once had.

AAAANYWAY ONTO THE IMAGE DETAILS

Program used: Photoshop Elements 11
Brushes used: Regular Pen-pressure brush, Smudge Tool

Filters used: Gaussian Blur

Time Taken: 4 hours total

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