i have the worst news of my life, my boyfriend Akira is dying and theres nothing we can do to save him or get him better. He's so precious and lovely and deserves the absolute opposite of whats happening to him. I truly love him and hate how i cant save him this time. He's been diagnoses with ALS/Motor Neuron Disease, it slowly destroys the nerves causing paralysis until death usually in a few years, and he needs constant supervision and tubes to eat and breathe. I immedately went to see him in the hospital on Wednesday.

Unfortunately he had to move back in with his parents who are about 3 hours away from me in London and i cant drive or have a straight route to get there, or have the money to be with him as much as i need to be, i had to borrow money just to get there and back this time.

Fortunately he has at least one friend close enough to see him every day. We really need help, we dont know whats going to happen, i just know he needs me more than i can manage, we're all praying for a different and treatable diagnosis.

Im in such a state that its extremely difficult for me to work on drawing, i have payments to make and its all so overwhelming i cant think past a minute from now. I just know he feels better when im there with him.

Please any and all donations are unbelievably appreciated, ill do my best to match it with a drawing in the future so rememeber to send it with a profile name. On paypal send to: booponies@gmail.com

Im begging for this im sorry. Most stuff i made recently has been used to help him with bills so he doesnt have to worry so much. I wish it was happening to me instead of him