ehhhhh
having weird feelings today

I am talking to friends and got to play a game or two, but I still feel .... lonely.
it might also be just because I had arguments with my closest friends
and I know it's my fault
and that's why I kinda grow some self-hate about it

and another reason could be.... just because I haven't heard my boyfriends voice :s
texting is really good
but voice is just more special