I close my eyes and count to ten
The seconds turn to years and slowly
I've been recognizing everything
Through an adolescent mind
It's so dark here
For the first time I feel alive
But you're not here

Life, it changes
Wake me up and bring me home
Let me stay here forever

I can't see a thing
I'm lying in my bed, I can't stop thinking
It's driving me insane
Never got to say goodbye
It's still dark here
And for the first time I feel alive
But you're not here

I'll live on and carry your name
And be what you always thought I could be
I hope we meet at the end
But I'll never forgive the world for taking my best friend

I can't see a thing
I can't feel a thing

Lyrics by Whitechapel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-XIxKhycLrE

I love you mom. I miss you so much. I wish you were still here to guide me. I'm so lost without you. I hope to see you again soon. RIP