"But I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down won't open my eyes
Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight
Help me, I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down won't open my eyes
Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight"
Sia : Chandelier

I have had a horrid day today, I have ran in to a dead end at the moment with trying to combat this endless pain I am in. Sadly it seems no one wants to help me figure out what the cause of the pain is and I keep getting the run around when all I want is a second opinion but no doctor around me wants to do that because all the doctors in my area are colleagues and if i want them to give a second opinion I need to fully switch to that doctor with out even meeting them. Which is funny seeing as my heath care provider told me this wouldn't be a problem and even suggested it to me. After calling around to 10 plus places and getting no help what so ever I had a bit of a brake down and cried for a while an mopped about for the longest time this after noon and even took a nap.

I am feeling better at the moment but have no idea if I should even bother fighting to try and find help with this pain that my current doctor seems to think is all in my head and refuses to look in to other options.

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