So I have been in a crisis lately. Not as much now but before this piece was done.
I feel like I am more male than female. I do seem to forget my gender, but when it comes down to thinking about it...
I do prefer male pronouns. Though I don't really care what u call me personally. I can give no shits if you use male or female pronouns
Just people who are close to me tend to see me more as a male figure and respect that part of me. I have friends who call me "Dad" Cuz I am papa wolf.
And even my current gf sometimes calls me her boyfriend. Which makes me smile more than using the term girlfriend. But either is fine honestly.
I'm just sorta lost. I think it's mostly society and my family really holding me back. And the physical transformation is kinda edgy for me. But in the end on the inside, I feel like a male. Just too scared to say 100%. I say time will figure it way out for me.