YEP.. decided to doodle wes and his older self when he meets eli again. ope. TW: ABUSE THINGS BEING MENTIONED OK THAT'S YOUR WARNING

wes was kind of a strange kid no doubt- i mean, he bullied, sexually harassed and even raped eli because he was so confused about his feelings for him and it kind of manifested into being terrible and abusive. then he and eli parted ways after high school..

then he grew up and just became a miserable unhappy person because of his regret of his actions. he's not like, angry or actually not fun to be around though he's kind of stopped communicating with the friends he had in hs and became somewhat of a recluse- he also never went to college because his self esteem dropped so harshly he just stopped caring about anything good in his life oop. he lost some color to him for sure, has a little bit of circles under his eyes from the sleepless nights of reliving his past. he never tried getting into relationships because of his fear of doing the same to them what he did to eli, basically he's still pretty unstable in many ways as he was as a kid but it's just hidden a lot more now because no one gets to experience it, so it's all just built up. he's actually just scared and regretful and wants to make things right but it's kind of bad because that's all he focuses on. oh yeah, he also wants to die a lot but his suicide contemplation increases when he's with eli again. so there's that......