“I’m sorry! I-I didn’t think-”
“That’s right, you never think! You never use that stupid brain of yours!”
Poor Leiven, he grew up too fast for his own good and people expected so much of him.
One thing I want to make a note of here, Leiven's lover was smaller then him, he was weaker then him. But size and strength means nothing when it comes to someone hurting you. Being hurt by someone smaller then you doesn't make you weak nor does it mean you wanted it to happen. If someone is hurting you, you aren't letting it happen, you aren't allowing it and you are not giving them permission to hurt you, no mater how much stronger or bigger you are. >:I so no comments about 'why he let it happen then'
Leiven didn't know any better, he was told that this was love and he was young enough to believe it. His lover was very good at making Leiven feel powerless and making that seem like that it was his right to hurt or control Leiven.
Leiven still doesn't fully understand what happened to him or how wrong it was. He still blames himself for the things his lover did to him.
I know this is off on a tangent, but I like how their fur reflects their hair textures, long and smooth vs. short and fluffy. Superb contrast.
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Oh Leiven, you poor thing. Of course he's not going to want to hurt someone he fell in love with, that's common sense but man that guy is very cruel. Then again, Leiven didn't know it was wrong, either.