For some reason... Earlier today... I had surgery done on my ears and now I'm permanently half deaf... I also had a heart attack during surgery... I'm sick and ticked off at the doctors... I don't know what is wrong with me anymore... All that is on my mind is that I am sorry to everyone that I have cursed out or yelled at... I'll just leave and stay away from everything... Since I'm already living in hell... Might as well go there... I will not be posting anything else and hopefully I won't return... I guess I better go now... Hopefully no one will miss me...