i've never posted a meme here, or really shared anything too intimate about myself, so hopefully this will shed some light on the person behind the art. also i am tipsy right now.

there are mentions of csa and drug/alcohol use, but nothing explicit.

Your real name: gabriel
Age: 20
Height: 5'5
Natural hair color: dark auburn, has been dyed black for almost a year now
Eye color: kind of a weird teal with gold patches, looks blue/grey sometimes
Skin color: ghoulishly pale because i never go outside
Glasses/contacts?: glasses
Piercings: ears, hoping for a septum eventually and maybe a lip ring
Tattoos: have none, want a few
Braces: had them as a preteen

FAVORITE
Color: purple or blue
Band: wolfgun, marilyn manson, within temptation, metallica, linkin park, sixx am, my chemical romance, passion pit, celldweller, nightwish, fall out boy, and soundtrack music
Video game: anything from the shin megami tensei franchise, minus persona
Movie: all dogs go to heaven
Book: serial killer biographies, typically, or nonfiction physics/biology textbooks
Food: JUNK. pizza, chips, candy, caffeinated beverages, taco bell, you name it
Game i do not enjoy any board or card games
CD: shit. uh. changes with my mood. ask me later.
Flower: never given it any thought
Scent: that smell right after it rains when it seems like the whole universe is shrouded in fog
Animal: bats, canines, and armadillos
Comic book: really digging the nbc heroes comics right now
Cereal: those puffy yellow corn pop things
Website: twitter
Cartoon: superjail, gravity falls, and idk do non-american cartoons or things that aren't tv shows count? because then this list will get very lengthy

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: guitar, bassoon, clarinet, and i used to play tenor sax
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: probably not
Like to sing?: absolutely not. i won't even do it around my partner, who is the person that i feel more comfortable being with.
Have a job?: i've had a few minimum wage jobs. i'm currently between jobs due to having an injured spine and am taking freelance commission work for income.
Have a cell phone?: yes
Like to play sports?: soccer or ice hockey, yeah
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
Have a crush on someone?: declining to answer
Live somewhere NOT in the united states: no i'm in michigan
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: we have exactly four, counting the battered 80s tv in my room that i use for video games
Have any special talents/skills?: being a huge fucking asocial disaster and an asshole irl
Exercise daily?: nah
Like school?: no. while i cannot imagine spending my life not constantly studying my areas of interest, i despise the american school system (they fucked me over during my Big Psychotic Break in 9th grade) and i wanted all of my classmates dead (i was bullied mercilessly).

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: yes
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: i think so, but i am not willing to verify in my current state of inebriation
Speak any other languages?: german and japanese
Go a day without food?: i do it more often than is healthy. i was forced to go days without food for a while, back when i lived with a friend in poverty.
Remember your dreams: sometimes
Read music, not just tabs?: yeah
Roll your tongue?: i can make my tongue resemble a burrito
Eat a whole pizza?: yes. i am a gross man.

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery?: no
Snuck out of the house?: most nights i do this to smoke or buy a meal
Lied to get out of trouble?: often
Had a computer crash?: sort of? my motherboard failed one time
Gotten lost in your city?: no
Seen a shooting star?: yes
Been to any other countries?: canada
Had a serious surgery?: not yet
Stolen something important to someone else?: probably by accident. i stole my partner's deodorant last week. they're still mad at me, lol.
Solved a rubiks cube?: never tried
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: i sleep in my clothes so yes technically
Cried over a girl?: don't think i have
Cried over a boy?: yes if you count me crying when i realized i was a csa survivor and the perpetrator was my ex boyfriend
Kissed a random stranger?: no i don't really. kiss people
Hugged a random stranger?: at an anime convention when i was 14
Been in a fist fight?: a few. i kicked a lot of ass in high school.
Been arrested?: sort of? i was but then i was released and not charged so. lol
Done drugs?: a few
Had alcohol?: yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: no
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: uh this is a complicated question since i, a trans
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: no but i have accidentally arrived hours early
Swore at your parents?: i swear around my dad a lot n i've told my mom to fuck off a couple times during fights
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: no
Been to a casino?: no
Ran over an animal and killed it?: no
Broken a bone?: nose, spine, and various fingers
Gotten stitches?: no
Had a water balloon fight in winter?: no why would you EVER
Made homemade muffins?: yes
Bitten someone?: i love to bite. it's how i show affection. literally.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: yes i adore didney
Burped in someone's face?: yeah

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: four hours ago
Cried: uhm shoot, i think i cried a few weeks ago
Went to the bathroom: half an hour ago
Saw a movie in a theatre: months?? ago???????
Read a book: today
Had a snow day: idk i've been out of high school for two years
Had a party: i attended a halloween party this year, hated it, and left within the first 20 minutes
Went to a doctor: a month ago for my spine
Tripped in front of someone: i trip over my own feet a lot. so much that i do not notice anymore
Went to the grocery store: today for coffee, nail polish, shampoo, and a few other things
Got sick: mentally? all damn day. physically? i haven't even had a cold in years.
Got cursed: it's a mystery
Called someone: i don't remember

DO YOU PREFER
Fruit/vegetables: fruit
Black/white: black
Lights on/lights off: lights off
TV/movie: both
Body spray/lotion: body spray in small quantities
Cash/cheque: cash
Pillows/blankets: a big heaping mountain of BOTH
Headache/stomach ache: headache
Paint/charcoal: paint
Chinese food/Mexican food: both wehh
Summer/winter: cold
Snow/rain: BOTH
Fog/misty: BOOOOOTH
Rock/rap: rock
Meat/vegetarian: meat. i am a carnivore.
Chocolate/vanilla: depends on my mood
Sprinkles/icing: neither tbh
Cake/pie: pie
Strawberries/blueberries: strawberry
Ocean/swimming pool: NEITHER. god i have such bad hydrophobia
Cookies/muffins: cookies
Wallet/pocket: pocket
Window/door: window
Pink/purple: purple
Cat/dog: dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve: short sleeve with jacket
Pants/shorts: pants
Winter break/spring break: winter because snow n cold
Spring/autumn: autumn!!!!!
Clouds/clear sky: cloud
Moon/mars: moon
Questions/Answers: answers. gimme the knowledge
War/Peace: peace

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Do you believe in love?: not really?? it's just a chemical reaction
What's the most important kind of love for you?: pragma. all other types can fuck off. #aro
Have you ever been in love?: ?mystery?
Been close to love?: ??????????????????????????????????????
If you have, with who?: no one
Ever confessed your feelings to the one you loved?: sort of? i just kind of tend to ask people out who i feel are compatible to me and would benefit from a relationship. it's not a matter of feeling "love".
Really badly so that it actually hurts and you cry at night?: the fuck does this mean
Are you in a relationship?: yes
If so, for how long?: 2.5 years
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: no. soulmates are bullshit and the whole idea that Everyone Has Someone Who Completes Them is unhealthy in my opinion.
What is your idea of the best date?: something quiet, like the two of us sitting next to each other and watching tv or reading
What was your first kiss like?: awkward and with my abuser so thumbs down
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: 14
Do you think love is worth nothing?: eyeah
Best experience you've ever had with the opposite sex: i beat up someone one time because they touched my ass without my consent. 10/10 would do again.
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: not single
Have you ever been dumped?: yes once
Have you ever dumped someone?: yes MANY MORE TIMES THAN ONCE

I...
Am: queer, here, and ready to instill fear
Want: to literally kiss marilyn manson
Need: my earbuds. where did they go?
Love: food
Hate: humanity, the government, and organized religion
Feel: apathy, cold rage, and determination to rise above the person i am today
Did: drugs and whiskey
Miss: how carefree i used to be before i became bitter and disillusioned with the state of... everything
Am annoyed by: everything. but especially my family and the community i live in
Would rather: be not here
Am tired of: constant brainbad shitfits
Will always: be a freezing hellpit

MISCELLANEOUS
What is your favourite genre of music?: industrial, punkpop, heavy metal, symphonic metal, electronic
What time is it now?: almost 6 am
How much money do you have right now?: $1 in my wallet and a few hundred in savings
Are you hungry right now?: i'm literally constantly hungry due to testosterone injections
What are you doing right now?: sitting on my bed with my laptop and a cheap beer
Do you like parades?: not really, they tend to overstimulate me
Do you like the moon?: i stare at it for hours at a time while high so you tell me
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: sleep or play okami on my battered ps2
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: snifts intuitive aptitude i miss u my dear friend

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
Funny?: if you can stomach my morbid, dry, and fucked up humor, then i am damn hilarious
Cool?: not really, but others will disagree
Pretty?: no. i am ugly but i know how to work it.
Sarcastic?: closes laptop and walks away
Lazy?: i can be
Hyper?: god no
Friendly?: i Fake it but my core is spiteful and dislikes social interaction
Evil?: sure
Unforgettable?: people have told me that i am. i make an impact, apparently.
Smart?: smarter than the average bear. professional iq testing placed me in the genius range, but you would never guess that, would you?
Strong?: i am average in this department
Talented?: at art and writing sometimes, sure. i can master new skills quickly and with no effort. it's a gift and a curse.
Dorky?: not the "cute" kind of dorky- the "will tell you more than you ever wanted to know about richard ramirez then quote star trek" kind of dorky.

WHAT COMES TO MIND WITH THE WORD
High: me
Lonely: me again
Pen: Wyendigo
Flower: i forced my sister to eat flowers as a kid i was Awful
Window: my laptop
Psycho: those stamps on dA that are like "I'M A PSYCHO!! I'M INSANE I LIKE BLOOD" like calm down holy shit
Brain freeze: pain
Strange: the human experience
Sassy: peter petrelli's god damn face IT WAS BUILT FOR OPPORTUNE SASS
Suffering: that one time at mayhem fest when someone dumped an entire beer on me
Art: how my tablet pen always ends up vanishing

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?: no
Run away?: done it before, would do it again in a heartbeat
Curse at a teacher?: i used to curse at them all the time hah hah
Not take a shower for a week?: shudders i am filthy but not THAT gross
Ask someone out?: yeah if i met someone that Clicked with me. i'm poly.
Unscrew your cellphone too see what's inside?: done it before
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: i am not inclined to lie or sugar coat things about myself
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: yes i plan on moving to canada after i finish my degree
Go scuba diving?: sure
Write a book?: i want to write about my life experiences as a mentally ill, transgender, csa survivor so ? i do plan on publishing a book in a decade or so. i have a lot of things that i wish to voice.
Assemble a computer?: my dream machine would be assembled myself with custom parts
Become a rock star?: i feel like i would fit in nicely if i came out of my shell more
Have a long-distance relationship?: yeah. i prefer them over offline relationships because they are less stressful and demanding on me/
Marry someone you don't know?: never

LAST QUESTIONS ( FINALLY )
What kind of computer do you have?: asus running windows 8, may switch back to linux in the near future
What grade/level of studies are you in? (if applicable): college
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: no
How many posters do you have in your room?: a bunch. i have a wolf poster that i got during my obnoxious wolfaboo years. i have some movie posters, too, from the x-men franchise. ideally i would have concert and metal band posters all over my walls.
Who else should take this quiz?: anyone