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Candidness about depression by r-a-blackpaws
So, I was going along fine, minding my own business yesterday. Had just watched a scary movie with the parent after playing a video game with said parent...
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...and then, I got on the computer...
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...and this tsunami of depression just HIT. Almost like it was a physical thing. Just smacked me square in the face.
I was very low. Like underground low.
I am not 100% sure what caused it...but I will say this: upping the femininity level DID ease the depression quite a bit.
Correlational thing, however. More research may be needed.
But yeah, I got hit by a funk...and being more feminine helped ease it. Thoughts? Comments? Ideas?
Candidness about depression
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Yeah. The mask I wear for everyone gets kinda heavy at times. :(
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Sitting online without proper contact of the friends tends to do it to me sometimes ;) Maybe that was just it
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I won't lie, that might also be a factor. Aside from you and two others, my lists are d-e-a-d. Lots of people online...no one talking. It can wear on you.
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Time to start hounding more people and click off some friendships ;D
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I would support that idea. I can tell you, I used to have about 50 different contacts on my IMs. As time has gone on, I've pruned it down to 11 people I actually talk to regularly if they're online. I pruned not only because people wern't talking to me, but because I also wasn't talking to others. Thought it was just fair in both directions to trim those who wern't really there, or I wasn't there for.
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I wholeheartedly agree to this :D
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I know making myself more presentable actually wakes me up a bit, even if I'm not going out
So it might be a things, yeah. Which, honestly, I think makes sense. Nothing feeds the depression monster quite like not feeling like yourself.